LYNNEST :)
20
blissfully attached
wild & crazy
GOD :D


perth trip
20 mar 09
80gb black ipod classic(maybe not)
black berms
tote bag
black stockings
black pumps
white shorts
pretty shoes
NIKE waterbottle
get darker
change hair colour
black jeans
new tops
new bag-sling/tote




minhui
wenbing
priscillia
debra
juliana
huiling
grace
minhui(MI)
jiayu
huishi
jiachyi





1 jan 08: In love:), dear depart for tamworth
7 jan 08: his 21st birthday
30 jan 08: RQ is BACK
7 feb 08: release of A lvl results
21 feb 08: mum's bdae
23 feb 08: airshow 2008
9 may 08: RQ's sending off event
10-12 may 08: genting with RQ
19 may 08: RQ depart for perth :(
4-6 july 08: genting
5 aug 08: sch commence
26-29 sept 08: perth
18 nov 08: 21st birthday


-July 2008-
-August 2008-
-September 2008-
-October 2008-

haven't been keeping updating on "what's happening" in my life.
minhui says "your blog is dying..."
alrighty! i'm here to revive it! :D

couples of weeks(after sep 4) has been really mind-torturing.
days were spent or rather wasted on doing nothing.
have been occupying myself with drama serials and movies.
good life eh?!!
*shake head* life like this is meaningless and aimless...
i wonder how long am i going to live like that!
i need a meaning, i need a purpose! :S

i was at clementi mrt station on thursday, waiting for grace.
and, i was reading a book "dance for your daddy"; its really a good book!
the author's mother was forced into prositution by her husband,
she had a very bad-tempered and abusive father, etc.
i wonder why did God created us but yet at the same time created such people around?
and also, why is people in third countries suffering? (maybe they are happy with their lives, BUT...)
why are people unwilling to bless such people with their riches?
thinking of all this, i have the sudden urge to go cambodia.
a couple of days back, my friend's personal msg on msn was "it feels so great to live lavishly"
sometimes, i really wonder where is the fairness in life....

on a lighter note, i have been spending time with my friends and i enjoyed it! :)
i was chatting with mindy on fri..
mindy: your passion always inspires me
mindy: n ya love for everyone
mindy: amazing
mindy: immense!
lynnest: hahaa.. i really dint realise abt tat.
i felt so so so encouraged by her. really..
however, i find it difficult to love somebody - my brother.
it's just so so hard.. i've tried, but i failed.

ytd i went for my cousin, josel's 21st birthday.
she shared a very heart-warming testimony.
and today, pastor shared with everybody that my bdae is coming.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! i am excited!
i guess it's time to share about my life in and out of church, for the first time.
i was thinking of asking mummy to share..
just now, i told mummy i am going to make her cry on my birthday!
i do hope so..

lately, boyfriend's flying hasn't been really good.
judging from the messages he sent me.
i guess i've a part to play.. all the arguments we had.
i don't know whether it affected him.
i am sorry about it. really sorry.
ytd night, he went clubbing..
i felt like a mother overnight.
i couldn't sleep at all. i was worried cause he was drinking alcoholic drinks.
and i think in large quantities.
i was afraid that something bad will happen to him.
worse of all, he is in a foreign land..
at 6am, i managed to fell asleep....
i can understand how my mum feels when i go home late!
HAHAHAHAAHA... it's tough being a mother :)

bye bye

[edited]
yea, like wad boyfriend tagged.
i am suppose SUPPOSE to be in perth this weekend.
so what am i doing here in SINGAPORE?!
HAHAHHAHAHAA! oh well...

read jiayu's blog just now.
indeed, i miss millennia. tons and tons!
we used to say how great it would be to graduate from the school.
but now i totally totally miss it!
i miss the uniform days, the tak-glam days, the grapevine days.
time always passed so fast when i'm in school.
i really miss the closeness i shared with my girls.
in SIM, no closeness, no love, no happiness.
i wanna go back to MI!! i really want to *pouts*