LYNNEST :)
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blissfully attached
wild & crazy
GOD :D
my desires
perth trip
20 mar 09
80gb black ipod classic(maybe not)
white shorts
pretty shoes
black jeans
new tops
new bag-sling/tote
Chatterbox
Friends
minhui
wenbing
priscillia
debra
juliana
huiling
grace
minhui(MI)
jiayu
huishi
jiachyi
Important Dates - 2008
1 jan 08: In love:), dear depart for tamworth
7 jan 08: his 21st birthday
30 jan 08: RQ is BACK
7 feb 08: release of A lvl results
21 feb 08: mum's bdae
23 feb 08: airshow 2008
9 may 08: RQ's sending off event
10-12 may 08: genting with RQ
19 may 08: RQ depart for perth :(
4-6 july 08: genting
5 aug 08: sch commence
26-29 sept 08: perth
18 nov 08: 21st birthday
past entries
-July 2008-
-August 2008-
-September 2008-
-October 2008-
* Saturday, August 23, 2008
hello loves.
haven been updating,
promised min to update it this morning. :)
so... here i am!!
this week has been a tired but yet, refreshing for me.
apart from school and mugging everyday,
time was well-spent despite busyness.
had GB on monday, wednesday, friday and saturday,
due to the upcoming drill competition..
this morning, i was telling min that i have been seeing her for the entire week.
other then gb, tues was games at minds cafe.
thurs was shopping.
and tmr.. church. HAHAHAHAHA!
it's nice meeting "mean to the marrow"
honestly, i enjoying meeting her alot. (minhui, HAPPY????)
by the way, i have change my hair colour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was originally brown and gold hairlights.
NOW, it's black and red highlights.
i have been wanting to do it for a long time.
but boyfriend doesn't really like it. HMMMMM.............
school has been alright.
econs still drives me to insanity.
accounts, pretty alright.
maths 1, my nemesis for life.
sociology, errr.... no comments.
alrighty, time to watch tv. :)
* Friday, August 15, 2008
baby's flying improved :)
it always make me happy when i know he appreciates what i do.
tonight we're going to webcam,
i am so excited! HAHAHAHAHA!
*
mundane lifestyle with a little glimpse of light.
i am starting to appreciate my student life.
it's Him that i draw my strength from.
my lovely Daddy, that i can always count on.
to my dearest one,
how's your flying today?
if you never do well, don't be discouraged.
i believe YOU CAN DO IT!
please check your email, i've got something for you :)
just want you to know that,
when people around you doesn't care about you, i care.
when you're lonely and sad, remember me, i am always with you.
when you need me, just text me, my love will be sent to you immediately.
when you need support, i am your biggest supporter.
i will be your supporter, encourager, friend, lover.
thank you for working hard for everything.
xin ku ni le....
* Wednesday, August 13, 2008
i really abhor the lifestyle i am having now.
doing mundane stuff all day but yet, i don't have a choice.
i am drained. totally exhausted.
ytd, bing told me that i am a chameleon.
am i really one? i've no idea.
lately, i have been really forgiving and nice to boyfriend.
he even commented that i have changed.
a better change, i guess.
we shared dreams of how future will be like for the both of us.
somehow, i hope it will come true. right baby?
i had a nice brunch with mama on sat.
told her how i felt and my thoughts of resigning.
and....
mummy finally agree to my resignation! thank you Father :)
though i would be financially handicap but i believe i will be happier.
boyfriend has been really supportive to me
and not forgetting my friends too!
THANK YOU!
i am so blessed with lovely and sweet people. *screams*
i watched the national day parade with mummy, bro and claire.
i guess we all belong to the same family as we share the same likings.
we were only interested in the parade, not the performance.
bro started reminiscing about his GOH days. -.-
i have the sudden urge to join the army. oh yeah!
the black knights was awesome!
i was extremely exhilarated by them.
i began to wonder what if boyfriend was one of them. :)
a nice saturday spent with my family.
sunday was GREAT too!
board games in church and followed by island creamery.
oooooooo.... the ice-cream!
boyfriend, i will bring you there when you're back!
anyway, the company was terrific.
it was laughter, laughter and still laughter....
ps: sociology lecture coming up at 3.30pm. tsk tsk!
* Friday, August 8, 2008
baby's test should be over by now.
sms-ed him for like thousand over times! (okay, i exaggerated)
and he hasn't reply a single one.
i am so anxious now. palpitating heartbeat.
i think i will die of heart attack soon.
and, my phone kept beeping but it's not his msges!
argh!!!
*
it's been a week at school. i enjoyed it.
i realized taking the initiative to talk to others isn't my forte.
but i'll try my best. ha. hope so.
2 days in school isn't enough. not at all.
i thought it was a blessing, a 'fun' thing to just study 2 days.
now, it's a disaster to me!
1 chapter per lecture. 1 lecture per week.
21 chapers in total. 21 lectures before examination.
i am taking, economics, accounting, maths, sociology.
so far...sociology and maths is driving me to insanity.
in order to do well, i have decided to resign from my current job.
i need the time, the energy to concentrate on my studies.
i do not want to waste the 24K and yet again, committing the same mistakes i've done before.
i really want to my mum proud of me, academically.
yes. baby, you're right. university isn't that easy as i thought.
baby is taking his flying test now. :s
i am feeling jittery. i wonder how he will fare.
if he fail, he will be back to singapore on sunday.
if he pass, he will continue and move on to the next stage.
he kept assuring me that nothing bad will happen.
and even if he fail, it's okay because he will be able to see me.
my silly one :)
i want him to pass but yet, i want him to come back.
oh well.....
actually, for the past few days, i've been feeling very troubled.
i cried, i prayed, i tried to make myself happy..
but nothing seems to help.
i do not know what to do. i really don't know.
sometimes i wished God didn't create me.
however, when i see the people around me,
i am thankful that He gave me the chance to live.
i am facing lots of pressure. pressure i instill upon myself.
i am tired. exhausted. jaded. stressed. depressed. confused.
what's wrong with me?
* Monday, August 4, 2008
firstly, congratulations to huiling and ling for their driving license. :)
i went to school on saturday for my first accounting lecture.
the things that the lecturer taught was the basic that i learnt before.
once in secondary, once in MI. and now.. one more time in SIM. -.-
boyfriend was sweet to call me after my lecture. hee hee :)
anyway, went home and slept till dinner time.
i wasn't allowed to go out cause i was still sick. (by him)
a wasteful sat, doing mundane stuff. *shrugs*
sunday, it was church as usual.
i am really HAPPY to see airen, bing in church.
after lunch, we went cityhall and bugis for shopping.
just the 2 of us. and i like it :)
it just back to the good old days.
tons of laughter, tons of talking, tons of eating, etc..
and we kept saying we were lovesick.
i told her about boyfriend and me...
and she kept commenting he is a good man. lol.
i do hope so. *fingers crossing*
anyway, as we were walking, we saw "the soup spoon" restaurant.
B: there's the soup spoon restaurant here.
L: uh-huh.
B: their soup is really nice! it's their specialty!
L: ya. like duh!
B: oh..maybe you might think it was the spoon.
*jaw drop* lame, isn't it?
but i had a good laugh when i heard her saying.
INDEED, it was a fabulous day together!
i told boyfriend about bing's comments
and he started praising himself. *roll eyes*
as i was lying on the bed,
i thought about my relationship with him
we're like kids, displaying our immature sides exclusively to each other.
we're like buddies, going out together; doing mundane stuffs tgt.
we're like confidants, able to share everything with each other.
we're like supporters, supporting each other.
we're like nannies, taking care of each other.
we're like comforters, always comforting each other.
we're like foes, quarreling endlessly.
we're like care-giver, giving out care and concern whole-heartedly.
we're like lovers, just loving each other.
baby, i am glad that i have you :)
erm, guess i am getting abit mushy...
alright, i'm lovesick. i admit. :x
* Friday, August 1, 2008
HAPPY MONTHSARY MY DEAR :)
time flies, isn't it?
i hope our relationship will remain fervent,
even when we are miles apart.
i guess absence does help in a relationship
it makes one realised how important their gf/bf is.
baby, don't you agree?? *smiles*
josel is taking her driving test today.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU! :)
i am sick. yes, again. hahahhaa.
but i still went to work,
despite constant objection from mummy and boyfriend.
now, i totally regret that lamebrained action. sigh~
[add]
though you may not be here with me physically,
little actions like texting me continuously, warms my heart.
it's makes me happy being sick.
i guess you must be pretty worried about me,
cause for the first time, you replied promptly! HAHA!
sorry to make you worried. i will be fine.
i feel so loved today :)
ps: hope i wont affect your flying later on. all the best to you, my dearest.