LYNNEST :)
20
blissfully attached
wild & crazy
GOD :D


perth trip
20 mar 09
80gb black ipod classic(maybe not)
black berms
tote bag
black stockings
black pumps
white shorts
pretty shoes
NIKE waterbottle
get darker
change hair colour
black jeans
new tops
new bag-sling/tote




minhui
wenbing
priscillia
debra
juliana
huiling
grace
minhui(MI)
jiayu
huishi
jiachyi





1 jan 08: In love:), dear depart for tamworth
7 jan 08: his 21st birthday
30 jan 08: RQ is BACK
7 feb 08: release of A lvl results
21 feb 08: mum's bdae
23 feb 08: airshow 2008
9 may 08: RQ's sending off event
10-12 may 08: genting with RQ
19 may 08: RQ depart for perth :(
4-6 july 08: genting
5 aug 08: sch commence
26-29 sept 08: perth
18 nov 08: 21st birthday


-July 2008-
-August 2008-
-September 2008-
-October 2008-

weekends were filled with parties :)
sat was ah boy's 21st birthday.
and sun was irna's 21st birthday.
lots of smiles and happiness.
just enjoy being happy.

i went out with dearie on sat.
it was an enjoyable time spent with her.
just the two of us. i like it. i really do.
i am glad we're still BFF, even though we move on in our lives.
had an argument with dear. and i cried though i tried my best to control my tears.
somehow, i was really heartbroken. i dont know why.
thinking back, i guess i was silly to wake up at 7am to wait for his call.
though i know it will never happen. but i wish it did.
anyway, i went to sleep at 3 and had a bad dream.

i'm sorry to make you wait for me last night.
sorry for not giving you the attention that you want.
really sorry.

this morning, i woke up in tears. i dreamt of you.
it caused me to feel really depressed.
i miss you and i yearn to see you badly.
do you miss me too? do you?

i recalled dearie telling me about the pilot trainee who died in brunei's gf's blog on sat.
managed to find her blog over the net.
i spend my time reading her blog instead of doing my work. ha.
as i read, i cried.
there was an unexplainable pain in my heart.
i was deeply touched by all her entries, all the memories she had with him.
she loves him so deeply. just like how i feel towards him.
i cant help but to imagine if i am her, what will happen, what will i do.
but i know for sure, i will cry till my eyeballs drop out.

"He was my everything,
my soul mate,
my best friend,
my lover,
and almost husband. ( quoted from her blog) this is so true :)
his messages to her are really really sweet.
erm, mr cheong, i am not saying that your messages aren't sweet alright.

through her, i have learnt alot.
i have so much to share with you tonight.
dear, call me early :)