LYNNEST :)
20
blissfully attached
wild & crazy
GOD :D


perth trip
20 mar 09
80gb black ipod classic(maybe not)
black berms
tote bag
black stockings
black pumps
white shorts
pretty shoes
NIKE waterbottle
get darker
change hair colour
black jeans
new tops
new bag-sling/tote




minhui
wenbing
priscillia
debra
juliana
huiling
grace
minhui(MI)
jiayu
huishi
jiachyi





1 jan 08: In love:), dear depart for tamworth
7 jan 08: his 21st birthday
30 jan 08: RQ is BACK
7 feb 08: release of A lvl results
21 feb 08: mum's bdae
23 feb 08: airshow 2008
9 may 08: RQ's sending off event
10-12 may 08: genting with RQ
19 may 08: RQ depart for perth :(
4-6 july 08: genting
5 aug 08: sch commence
26-29 sept 08: perth
18 nov 08: 21st birthday


-July 2008-
-August 2008-
-September 2008-
-October 2008-

last night, i was telling bf about how sweet that guy was towards his gf.
expectedly, he went off saying "YOU MEAN I'M NOT SWEET TO YOU??"
i guess i know him quite well. dont you agree, baby?
and he mentioned sth about blogging how sweet he is to me.
TA-DA! that's what i am going to do.
so if it's get too mushy (i will try my best not to), HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!
you know what i mean. :x
okay love, let's begin.......................................................................
(it's gonna be a long entry)

during my A level period, he was always there to encourage me.
whenever i did badly for any paper, he will tell me it's okay, everything will be fine.
his encouragement always warms my heart.
on our first date, we went to night safari.
i know it's a weird place to go on a first date,
but it was a very special one for me.
that was where i know i was in love.
subsequent dates were movies and meals together.
nothing special but i enjoyed it.
he always get movie tickets ready whenever i meet him.

on the day we got together,
he left for tamworth for a month.
he calls me everyday and i got to know him better as a boyfriend.
when he came back, he bought me a rose and donuts.
all the way from australia. that was really nice of him.
most of the time, he will surprise me by appearing at my doorstep before we head out.
i remembered once i told him i wanted ya kun kaya toast for breakfast.
the next day, he bought it and came to my place. :)

valentine's day was on thursday so celebrations were postponed to saturday.
he had to stay in airforce school. i made arrangement to go out with my friends.
he told me not to go out and to stay at home. so i did.
i was really upset with him. i told my mum i was going to scold him when he calls.
he called me at 10pm and before i can say anything, my door bell rang.
there's was a surprise gift from him. all the anger was gone. *poof*
that was only the first gift. 2 more will be revealed on sat.
sat morning came, baby came to my place.
we were supposed to meet mark to get the car. a
nd he gave me my second present, chocolates.
the chocolates were nicely made and wrapped.
the third present was a bracelet. baby, i'm still wearing it :)
dinner was at labrador park. nice ambience.
and we ended the day at mount faber.

i always have this liking for military stuff.
for those who know me, they should know. haha.
he bought the airshow tickets to satisfy my liking.
thank you love.

outings with him were really enjoyable.
though we quarrel alot during the weekdays,
weekends were quarrel-free :)
with him, i never queue up for movie tickets.
and he always the one buying food for me.
all i have to do was to sit there and wait. hahaha.
we enjoy going to pasir panjang for dinner.
where we will eat till our tummies are filled to the brim.
and he never fails to send me home at night.

i remembered those wednesdays when he come to my place to stay.
he will wait for me to end work at cityhall.
then, we will have dinner first before we go back to my place.
and the next day, he will have to wake up super early to rush back to airforce school which is at eunos.
but he never complains.
i remembered a few months ago, i wanted to go zoo and night safari.
but he dint want to go night safari.
i was really angry with him :S
in the end, he gave in.
he always let me have my way so that i will be happy.
and i really appreciate it alot.
i realised he is the only one that i whine alot to. not even my ex bf.
in front of him, i can just be a playful little girl,
i am just who i really am when i'm with him.
i like it the way it is :)
i am able to share with him everything. yes, everything.
He's someone whom i can trust completely,
who know the best and worst of me,
and who still loves me despite all my faults.
my true best friend, i must say.

we had our first holiday at genting before he depart for perth.
it was through this trip that i got to know him even more.
he was like my parents, a friend and a 'husband' to me.
he took care of everything. there was no need for me to do anything.
on the journey there, i just slept beside him. i felt so secured.
due to the winding roads, i felt nausea and wanted to puke.
he was there to take care of me.
when we reached, he did the check-in while i just sat there waiting.
everyday before we head out to play,
he will calculate and separates the money so we will have enough for the entire trip.
when i am hungry, he will buy food for me.
when we were at the themepark, we were like 2 little kids.
laughing at each other when the other party is scared.
because of him, i no longer fear of corkscrew. :)
mummy wasn't worried. i dont know why. haha.
time spent with him always passed fast.
i remembered crying when i was on the way back to spore.
i dint want to go back.
because i will be hit by reality.
the reality which is he'll be leaving in a wk's time.
thinking of that, tears just flow.

after we came back, 1 week just passed.
soon it was time for him to leave for his 10 mths stint in pearce.
the night before he left was a very very terrible night for me.
i talked to him till 2 plus before we went to bed.
i couldn't sleep. i toss and turned and cry like mad.
finally i fell asleep. but i woke up shortly after.
and that night, i just sat at the sofa alone, crying.
it was time to get change and to leave for the airport.
by that time, my eyes were pretty swollen. puffy and red.
i was tired of crying. however, on the journey there, i cried again.
finally, i arrived at the airport and i met him.
my tears stopped flowing because i promised i wont cry.
we even made a bet. if i never cry, he is suppose to give me a dollar.
baby, i am still keeping the dollar you gave me.
at the departure gate, i hugged him.
and he went in hurriedly.
and that was where, i broke down.
because, baby's going away. for real.
and to my surprise, my brother cried too.
reason why? because he felt that i was very poor thing.
hahaahaha. so cute la. :)
when i wanted to leave, i called baby because i cant see him inside.
that's when i realised he was hiding and crying.
after awhile, i left. i left with mummy, daddy, bro and claire.
i am glad i had them to support me.
but in my heart, i was going crazy.

well, he still calls me everyday. up till now.
his calls has become my needs everyday.
others will never be able to understand unless they are miles apart.
i pray hard that march 2009 will arrive soon.
i guess i am feeling better now.
though many times i cry myself to sleep.
i realised i am good at hiding my feelings.
i always tell myself that 10 months will be over soon.
and yes, it will.
though, there will be many more to come?

my dear,
as i wrote this entry,
the memories that we shared makes me smile.
there's too many to pen down.
but it's engraved in my heart.
take care of yourself there.
i look forward to your return.
and i can see you in your uniform. YAY :)
thank you for everything you have done.
love you always.

ps: i should write an entry about how nice i am to you too? HAHAHAHAHAHA! :)

[add]
i am so proud of you today.
your flying has improved.
even your instructors praised you :)
WELL DONE, baby!
so happy for you.
you will do better day by day.
*thumbs up*
call me early ya?
sorry that i came home late last night.
i'm sorry