LYNNEST :)
20
blissfully attached
wild & crazy
GOD :D
my desires
perth trip
20 mar 09
80gb black ipod classic(maybe not)
white shorts
pretty shoes
black jeans
new tops
new bag-sling/tote
Chatterbox
Friends
minhui
wenbing
priscillia
debra
juliana
huiling
grace
minhui(MI)
jiayu
huishi
jiachyi
Important Dates - 2008
1 jan 08: In love:), dear depart for tamworth
7 jan 08: his 21st birthday
30 jan 08: RQ is BACK
7 feb 08: release of A lvl results
21 feb 08: mum's bdae
23 feb 08: airshow 2008
9 may 08: RQ's sending off event
10-12 may 08: genting with RQ
19 may 08: RQ depart for perth :(
4-6 july 08: genting
5 aug 08: sch commence
26-29 sept 08: perth
18 nov 08: 21st birthday
past entries
-July 2008-
-August 2008-
-September 2008-
-October 2008-
* Tuesday, July 15, 2008
i am feeling lethargic this morning or rather lately. even my colleagues are commenting that i look pale and sickly. that sound's bad. real bad. :S but i slept at 1 and woke up at 8. 7 hrs of sleep! isn't that like the basic requirement? whereas, when i am on leave, i am awake like a dragon. hahaha.. i guess this happens to everyone. :x
well, yesterday i was asking rq what will he do if i go overseas to study. (sometimes i ask questions that will evolve into an argument. dont ask me why. i dont know.) anyway, i cant really remember his answer but something i remember clearly - a break up, but not that soon but prolly later. 0.0 well well well, so i prolly said something like then i should break up with you because you're in perth now. and then, i knew he is going to say "you're the one who asked me to go!" AND HE REALLY DID! :) hahaha.. my dear, i believe everybody will ask u to go. it's a good career though u always rebuked me. giving it up would be insane. really. it's such a rare opportunity and you're just so near to become one. jiayou jiayou jiayou! at least i know i will wait for you unlike you...... LALALALALALALA~
this morning when i woke up, i felt so lonely, felt so lost, felt so confused. these emotions always strike me in the morning. whenever i am alone, emotions just go wild and i start to feel really emo. :S really wonder what is wrong with me. maybe its due to the transition period that i am going through? maybe i am thinking too much? or maybe ...? i dont know.
there are many things i feel like doing now or maybe from the start of the year. but i guess it will never come true. maybe it will all remain as a dream, as a hope, as a wish. while others will fulfill them or some even is doing it now. the desires for them just came in at the wrong time. i dont know how to put all my yearning, dreams and really concentrate on my studies. (i am starting to do weird things) it always a secret prayer that i always say to God. i wonder why do i have to go through so many wrong turns in my life. and it's always things i dont want at all, but it just happens. oh well.. i am getting confused now. oh wadeva~
feel emo isn't good at all. it makes me feel moody and frustrated.
as i look at the calendar, i realised junkai has about 2 weeks of leave before he depart for perth. i think he was on leave last week too. how nice! why rq's flight isnt postponed?!! LOL! oh ya, ytd dear reminded me that school is starting in another 2 -3 wks time. i dint even realised that! rq is away for about 2 months. 8 more months to go :)
my lil one,
how are you feeling today?
are u still having fever?
drink more water and get more rest k. :)
today u're flying right?
all the best to you! JIAYOU!
we'll have lots of FUN when i see u in sept!
till then, take care of yourself.
BYE BYE!