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perth trip
20 mar 09
80gb black ipod classic(maybe not)
black berms
tote bag
black stockings
black pumps
white shorts
pretty shoes
NIKE waterbottle
get darker
change hair colour
black jeans
new tops
new bag-sling/tote




minhui
wenbing
priscillia
debra
juliana
huiling
grace
minhui(MI)
jiayu
huishi
jiachyi





1 jan 08: In love:), dear depart for tamworth
7 jan 08: his 21st birthday
30 jan 08: RQ is BACK
7 feb 08: release of A lvl results
21 feb 08: mum's bdae
23 feb 08: airshow 2008
9 may 08: RQ's sending off event
10-12 may 08: genting with RQ
19 may 08: RQ depart for perth :(
4-6 july 08: genting
5 aug 08: sch commence
26-29 sept 08: perth
18 nov 08: 21st birthday


-July 2008-
-August 2008-
-September 2008-
-October 2008-

I've been feeling rather temperamental lately.

last night, i was telling bf about how sweet that guy was towards his gf.
expectedly, he went off saying "YOU MEAN I'M NOT SWEET TO YOU??"
i guess i know him quite well. dont you agree, baby?
and he mentioned sth about blogging how sweet he is to me.
TA-DA! that's what i am going to do.
so if it's get too mushy (i will try my best not to), HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!
you know what i mean. :x
okay love, let's begin.......................................................................
(it's gonna be a long entry)

during my A level period, he was always there to encourage me.
whenever i did badly for any paper, he will tell me it's okay, everything will be fine.
his encouragement always warms my heart.
on our first date, we went to night safari.
i know it's a weird place to go on a first date,
but it was a very special one for me.
that was where i know i was in love.
subsequent dates were movies and meals together.
nothing special but i enjoyed it.
he always get movie tickets ready whenever i meet him.

on the day we got together,
he left for tamworth for a month.
he calls me everyday and i got to know him better as a boyfriend.
when he came back, he bought me a rose and donuts.
all the way from australia. that was really nice of him.
most of the time, he will surprise me by appearing at my doorstep before we head out.
i remembered once i told him i wanted ya kun kaya toast for breakfast.
the next day, he bought it and came to my place. :)

valentine's day was on thursday so celebrations were postponed to saturday.
he had to stay in airforce school. i made arrangement to go out with my friends.
he told me not to go out and to stay at home. so i did.
i was really upset with him. i told my mum i was going to scold him when he calls.
he called me at 10pm and before i can say anything, my door bell rang.
there's was a surprise gift from him. all the anger was gone. *poof*
that was only the first gift. 2 more will be revealed on sat.
sat morning came, baby came to my place.
we were supposed to meet mark to get the car. a
nd he gave me my second present, chocolates.
the chocolates were nicely made and wrapped.
the third present was a bracelet. baby, i'm still wearing it :)
dinner was at labrador park. nice ambience.
and we ended the day at mount faber.

i always have this liking for military stuff.
for those who know me, they should know. haha.
he bought the airshow tickets to satisfy my liking.
thank you love.

outings with him were really enjoyable.
though we quarrel alot during the weekdays,
weekends were quarrel-free :)
with him, i never queue up for movie tickets.
and he always the one buying food for me.
all i have to do was to sit there and wait. hahaha.
we enjoy going to pasir panjang for dinner.
where we will eat till our tummies are filled to the brim.
and he never fails to send me home at night.

i remembered those wednesdays when he come to my place to stay.
he will wait for me to end work at cityhall.
then, we will have dinner first before we go back to my place.
and the next day, he will have to wake up super early to rush back to airforce school which is at eunos.
but he never complains.
i remembered a few months ago, i wanted to go zoo and night safari.
but he dint want to go night safari.
i was really angry with him :S
in the end, he gave in.
he always let me have my way so that i will be happy.
and i really appreciate it alot.
i realised he is the only one that i whine alot to. not even my ex bf.
in front of him, i can just be a playful little girl,
i am just who i really am when i'm with him.
i like it the way it is :)
i am able to share with him everything. yes, everything.
He's someone whom i can trust completely,
who know the best and worst of me,
and who still loves me despite all my faults.
my true best friend, i must say.

we had our first holiday at genting before he depart for perth.
it was through this trip that i got to know him even more.
he was like my parents, a friend and a 'husband' to me.
he took care of everything. there was no need for me to do anything.
on the journey there, i just slept beside him. i felt so secured.
due to the winding roads, i felt nausea and wanted to puke.
he was there to take care of me.
when we reached, he did the check-in while i just sat there waiting.
everyday before we head out to play,
he will calculate and separates the money so we will have enough for the entire trip.
when i am hungry, he will buy food for me.
when we were at the themepark, we were like 2 little kids.
laughing at each other when the other party is scared.
because of him, i no longer fear of corkscrew. :)
mummy wasn't worried. i dont know why. haha.
time spent with him always passed fast.
i remembered crying when i was on the way back to spore.
i dint want to go back.
because i will be hit by reality.
the reality which is he'll be leaving in a wk's time.
thinking of that, tears just flow.

after we came back, 1 week just passed.
soon it was time for him to leave for his 10 mths stint in pearce.
the night before he left was a very very terrible night for me.
i talked to him till 2 plus before we went to bed.
i couldn't sleep. i toss and turned and cry like mad.
finally i fell asleep. but i woke up shortly after.
and that night, i just sat at the sofa alone, crying.
it was time to get change and to leave for the airport.
by that time, my eyes were pretty swollen. puffy and red.
i was tired of crying. however, on the journey there, i cried again.
finally, i arrived at the airport and i met him.
my tears stopped flowing because i promised i wont cry.
we even made a bet. if i never cry, he is suppose to give me a dollar.
baby, i am still keeping the dollar you gave me.
at the departure gate, i hugged him.
and he went in hurriedly.
and that was where, i broke down.
because, baby's going away. for real.
and to my surprise, my brother cried too.
reason why? because he felt that i was very poor thing.
hahaahaha. so cute la. :)
when i wanted to leave, i called baby because i cant see him inside.
that's when i realised he was hiding and crying.
after awhile, i left. i left with mummy, daddy, bro and claire.
i am glad i had them to support me.
but in my heart, i was going crazy.

well, he still calls me everyday. up till now.
his calls has become my needs everyday.
others will never be able to understand unless they are miles apart.
i pray hard that march 2009 will arrive soon.
i guess i am feeling better now.
though many times i cry myself to sleep.
i realised i am good at hiding my feelings.
i always tell myself that 10 months will be over soon.
and yes, it will.
though, there will be many more to come?

my dear,
as i wrote this entry,
the memories that we shared makes me smile.
there's too many to pen down.
but it's engraved in my heart.
take care of yourself there.
i look forward to your return.
and i can see you in your uniform. YAY :)
thank you for everything you have done.
love you always.

ps: i should write an entry about how nice i am to you too? HAHAHAHAHAHA! :)

[add]
i am so proud of you today.
your flying has improved.
even your instructors praised you :)
WELL DONE, baby!
so happy for you.
you will do better day by day.
*thumbs up*
call me early ya?
sorry that i came home late last night.
i'm sorry

weekends were filled with parties :)
sat was ah boy's 21st birthday.
and sun was irna's 21st birthday.
lots of smiles and happiness.
just enjoy being happy.

i went out with dearie on sat.
it was an enjoyable time spent with her.
just the two of us. i like it. i really do.
i am glad we're still BFF, even though we move on in our lives.
had an argument with dear. and i cried though i tried my best to control my tears.
somehow, i was really heartbroken. i dont know why.
thinking back, i guess i was silly to wake up at 7am to wait for his call.
though i know it will never happen. but i wish it did.
anyway, i went to sleep at 3 and had a bad dream.

i'm sorry to make you wait for me last night.
sorry for not giving you the attention that you want.
really sorry.

this morning, i woke up in tears. i dreamt of you.
it caused me to feel really depressed.
i miss you and i yearn to see you badly.
do you miss me too? do you?

i recalled dearie telling me about the pilot trainee who died in brunei's gf's blog on sat.
managed to find her blog over the net.
i spend my time reading her blog instead of doing my work. ha.
as i read, i cried.
there was an unexplainable pain in my heart.
i was deeply touched by all her entries, all the memories she had with him.
she loves him so deeply. just like how i feel towards him.
i cant help but to imagine if i am her, what will happen, what will i do.
but i know for sure, i will cry till my eyeballs drop out.

"He was my everything,
my soul mate,
my best friend,
my lover,
and almost husband. ( quoted from her blog) this is so true :)
his messages to her are really really sweet.
erm, mr cheong, i am not saying that your messages aren't sweet alright.

through her, i have learnt alot.
i have so much to share with you tonight.
dear, call me early :)

last night, a decision was made. i'm not going perth in september. after much discussion with him, we decided to postpone the trip to december. it's pretty expensive to spend $833 on a two and a half day trip. honestly, this trip has increased my burden but it has also taught me how to save money. :) though i feel sad about it but it's okay. i will start saving money for my december trip to GOLD COAST!

i have a new goal to achieve - to travel at least once a year. :) so far.... i have only been to genting. and it's twice. the third one will be at the end of the year. -.- lucky i apply to be genting member. LOL!

today there's meeting at cityhall office. i came to work as usual but i am still feeling terrible. thinking of seeing the doc later on. oh well, i will see how it goes.

mummy has been really mischievous lately. all her schemeing plans to make me do things for her. if i dont succumb to her, she will 'torture' me. HAHAHAHA! that's my mum, adorable at times.

i am sick again. oh yes, again and it's not only me. guess i can only cast all my accusations on the food we ate in office. being sick makes me feel tired and moody. hence, venting my anger on others that comes in my way.

last night, some counselling was done over the phone.

i am feeling sleepy now. i fell asleep while doing my accounting work. :x

weekends was kind of relaxing for me. :)

today i am working in cityhall office. i dont really enjoy working here because....the journey back home is terrible. just like cans of sardines.

lately, conversations with him is good. no quarrels. no disagreements. :) which is good. i guess things are better like this. maybe absence makes the heart fonder. i dont know.

anyway, i am happy today because IT'S FRIDAY!!!!! WEE~~! i have no idea how am i going to spend my weekend but definitely a low-cost weekend. saving moolahs!!

oh my oh my! 0.0 just went to check out the prices for flights to perth. 

this morning, emotions went wild again. i cried till my eyes are swollen now. i dont know what happen but there was a gush of emotions that led me to tears. i really miss you badly. i really do. i've 8 more months to endure. thank you for replying promptly after i msged you. i needed that. i will take good care of myself :) no worries my dear. soon, i will be fine again. believe me, i will.  :D

i am feeling lethargic this morning or rather lately. even my colleagues are commenting that i look pale and sickly. that sound's bad. real bad. :S but i slept at 1 and woke up at 8. 7 hrs of sleep! isn't that like the basic requirement? whereas, when i am on leave, i am awake like a dragon. hahaha.. i guess this happens to everyone. :x

awww..thank you dear for leaving me a msg. :)

anyway, i chanced upon my friend's blog. she is studying in melbourne now. as i was reading her blog, i cant help but feeling envy. sometimes i really wished that i was born in a filthy rich family and i dont have to worry much about school fees, etc. wonder how is it like to study overseas. unlike now, i have to study and work at the same time. all because of the freaking education loan that i have to shoulder. 0.0 it's really sad that to work like a cow and yet have to pay like a lump sum of money for the loan, unwillingly. sigh.. all for the sake of education! guess i can only blame it on myself for not doing it well during my A lvl exams. :S i really hope this wont happen in uni or i should just bang the wall and die! i guess rq will be my greatest motivation while studying. he is really so hardworking. even like now when he is having fever, he is still studying. if it's me, HA! i probably be on my bed sleeping. oh well, just a random thought. :)

i kinda dread going to work. i often question myself, what's the purpose of me working so hard. it's not like it's going to be my career after i graduate or i enjoy working. guess it all boils down to the pay cheque at the end of the month. the colleagues are terrific but sometimes work can be stressful and tedious. for instance, teresa was really thoughtful and sweet. she saw seah li and me missed the bus as its super full, she drove a big round to the bus stop to give us a lift to jp. :) btw, teresa is my 'bossy', the term my boss label her. hahahaa... i am refraining myself from taking leaves and MCs eventhough sometimes i feel like doing it. saving money for raining days and my perth trip. airticket prices are soaring due to the increase of fuel prices. when will they stop increasing the price?!!!! maybe one day, people will just invent teleport. no more transportation needed. i hope that day will arrive. hahahaha..

today, i had a nice chat with josel. really thank God for this wonderful sister, friend and cousin. she is always so fun to play with, talk with. we talk about everything. simply everything! like now.. we are discussing about twins, children. hmmm... maternal instincts is kicking in her. LOL

LYNNEST; says:
i want to have lots of children
LYNNEST; says:
:x
i haven't had enough. says:
hahahaha
i haven't had enough. says:
u piggy ah
i haven't had enough. says:
i said identical UNTWINS ma
i haven't had enough. says:
:P
i haven't had enough. says:
u want so many for wat
LYNNEST; says:
ooohh
LYNNEST; says:
sorry
LYNNEST; says:
nv read properly ma
LYNNEST; says:
paiseh
LYNNEST; says:
the more the merrier lo
LYNNEST; says:
hahahaa
i haven't had enough. says:
hahahaha
i haven't had enough. says:
the more the merrier
i haven't had enough. says:
i think v noisy
i haven't had enough. says:
hahahaha
i haven't had enough. says:
and expensiveeeeeee
i haven't had enough. says:
and i quite enjoy er ren shi jie
i haven't had enough. says:
:P
LYNNEST; says:
eeeee!
LYNNEST; says:
hahaa.. i want to bring my kids for soccer
LYNNEST; says:
so need a lot of children
LYNNEST; says:
HAHAHAHAHAA
i haven't had enough. says:
hahahahaha
i haven't had enough. says:
a lot a lot
i haven't had enough. says:
i think 2 is enough
i haven't had enough. says:
i like them to cling onto me like koalas
i haven't had enough. says:
hehe

oh well.. that's my funny cousin.

recently, i hate staying at home whenever my mum is around. her mouth is like a broken radio that never stop talking. oh no. is nagging. -.- she can nag and nag and nag non-stop. worst of all, it's the same topic. somebody save me!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!

i really ultra pissed off. SUPER PISSED OFF! and rq has picked the right time to quarrel with me. HOW NICE! -.-

hmmm.. my blogskin suddenly became FINE!

i actually found a blogskin that i like.

today morning i was late for work. :x

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, DEARIE!

sigh.. today i am back to work 0.0

HEY!

wanted to go tanning today but apparently the sun isnt hot.

oh well.. since i am on leave, i decided to create a new blog